College

I feel like its been a long time since i've vented. I've been curious if anyone, has done college for their art degree, has it made a difference? like getting a job, or being on your own. 

I can't really figure out if anything in this world, will even like my art style. it has changed. yes, i haven't done much. but i can't help but feel that all this time being in college, i'm just stuck. i can't get past the part where i can't get to where i want to be. it just feels so hard i can't help but feel lost, dreams failing and nothing else seems to work. is it wrong to think i need to try out life? you know get the experience of hardships, and feel my blood run with the world. see the stains on the "perfect" world we live in, to decide if i can do this anymore. my life isn't going to wait for me. i know its not. but, will it get better with this choice, its a really big choice. i don't know if it will be fine later on. 

i have to talk to my aunt and uncle about this.